Monday, September 29, 2003
went clubbing on saturday...it was kinda bad..many things happened..doris collapsed on the dancefloor that night..think she kinda dehydrated..she drank a very strong shot and a tequilla pop without drinking or eating anything that whole day..so yeah..we were on the dancefloor dancing and she was standing beside us..when suddenly she just collapsed on the floor..the whole dancefloor stopped dancing and look at us..joseph and sam had to drag her upstairs..she couldn't walk..she had no energy at all..it tooked nearly two hours till she got better..was kinda pissed at a friend whose name i shall just call it ABC...yeah she went with her friends as well..she only found out doris fainted when she met us in the toilet after that..she asked me who bought the drink for doris..i say she bought it herself..den she asked me..who she drank with..i said me and debbie...den she stared at me and then give me this look..after that she just kept talking to ariel and ignored me totally..even when i talk to her..i just felt like telling her that doris fainted for fucking one and a half hour and u didn't even know!! u wouldn't even know if u didn't bump into us! and i was the one staying beside doris all this while looking after her..and who the fuck do u think u are!!?? " but i didn't..anyway i was pisssed,joseph and sam could see so..so they stayed beside me all the while...ABC said she can look after doris..yeah..but hell no!!!! fuck..they went to the dancefloor without even telling me..so i went upstairs..i was looking at them..ABC just danced all she want...she didn't even notice that doris and ariel wasn't beside her anymore..sheesh!!! u call this looking after her?? stupid girl...anyway..really thanks to joseph and sam for staying beside me looking after doris as well..feel kinda bad cos everything kinda spoil their mood..joseph asked me to go clubbing this thursday cos there's a function going on and it will be hell fun..i dunno man...my mood's pretty down recently...he offered to pay for me the entrance fee..told him i give him the answer tonight..oh..and i saw matthew that night as well..haha..kinda funny what happened..ok..i was upstairs standing at the rails and there was this chick beside me...matthew looked up and he was smiling...at first i thought he was smiling at me..and then he waved..and the chick beside me waved back!! *phew* luckily i didn't wave back hey..or else it would have been sooooo damn embarrassing and thick-skinned..haha..saw him dancing with sheila and debbie..my heart sanked..haha..nahh..anyway..i did talk to him after that..so it's not so bad afterall..*smiles*
my mood has been really down recently..i dunnoe..maybe due to conflicts and quarrels at home...everything seems like it's turning against me..i'm a person who cannot handle setbacks..*sigh* i just hope i can recover from this soon..there's a lot of things in my mind now..i just dunno how to start talking about it...i'm putting a lot of stress on myself as well..i really dunno what to do now..i lost my appetite..my mood...some friends..what's next? i dun even wanna think about it..*sigh* don't u guys sometimes feel like having someone whom u can love properly? i wish i could but i noe i'm kinda restricted or limited..or whatever u call it...cos of my looks..most people are being judged by looks...and i have been judeged by looks since i was young..i loved the feeling of being loved by someone...no i'm not being desperate here...but the feeling is just so undescribable..seeing my friends all blissfully attached or nearly attached just makes me feel so happy for them..cos they get to have that undescribable feeling..while on the other hand makes me feel kinda sad as well..sometimes i wake up in the morning..not wanting to look into the mirror cos i reckoned the mirror will just break..haha..silly isn't it? and sometimes i even hope that i will look different when i wake up the next morning..how i hope there's this fairy or whatever...that will come into my room at night when i'm sleeping and place a spell on me which would turn me into a beautiful or better-looking girl...i noe i'm dreaming cos this would never happen..but it's just how i feel...my diets always dun work out...*sigh*...and people will just laughed when i say i wanna go on diet..haha...yea yeah so funny..whatever...anyway..i better go now...long entry..nobody will be bothered to read it..
Eunice @ 12:55:00 AM
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Thursday, September 25, 2003
-- Loving You
Lovin' you is easy cause your beautiful
making love with you is all I wanna do
lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
and everything that I do is out of lovin' you
lalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalala...lala..lalalala
do...do... do..do..do..do
aaahhhhhhhh
Noone else can make me feel
the colors that you bring
stay with me
while we grow old and we will live each day in the spring time
cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
and everyday of my life is filled with lovin' you
lovin' you I see your soul come shinin' through
and everytime that we...oohhh
I'm more in love with you
lalalalala
lalalalala...lalalalala..lala
lalalala
do...do... do..do...do...do...do...do
aaahhhhhh
Noone else can make me feel the colors that you bring
stay with me
while we grow old and we will live each day in the spring time
cause lovin' you is easy cause your beautiful
and everyday of my life is filled with lovin' you
lovin' you, I see your soul come shinin' through
and everytime that we...oohhh
I'm more in love with you
lalalalala
lalalalala
lalalalala...lala...lalalala
do...do... do..do..do..do
aaaahhhhhhh
lovin' you
lalalalalalalalalalala
do..do..do..do..do..do
I'm so in love with you
oooohhhh...aahhhhh
oooohhhh...aahhhhh
does anyone know who sang this song?
Eunice @ 4:30:00 AM
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i'm enjoying the vegetable soup made by me while blogging now...i have been sick for the past few days, went to the doctor this morning..and got a 2 days rest for myself..tomorrow is the last day of term..so that means i got an earlier holiday than the rest of the people...whee..anyway..i'm down with hayfever
again it happens every year during spring..and to be specific..it always happen during the third or fourth week of september..flu,cough,fever,sorethroat..damn it..i wonder how i can still get sick when i'm eating more vegetables and fruits recently..the doctor told me that it might be cos i'm lacking of protein..yeah kinda true..i am eating less meat nowadays..protein comes from meat so yeah that explains my lack of protein.
i'm making some cookies maybe later or tomorrow..anyone wan some? stephanie..u wan some? i can bring over for u..it's edible!! trust me!! will bring some down to the guys tomorrow as well..owe them cookies for like more den 3 months already? and i'm making some for the picnic on saturday...lalala..it's edible!!! have to bring william to auntie cindy's place tomorrow cos he want to cut his hair..anyway,i actually had to do my economics test this morning..but i didn't go to school..guess i have to go back during the holidays to do it.hope i get better soon..or else joseph is gonna kill me if i say i can't go clubbing on saturday..hmm..wonder if the girls are still going..cos if they're not..then i might not go...see first...all i know is the flu is blardy killing me..my nose seems like it's dropping off..there's steamboat for dinner at crystal's house tomorrow night..was planning to go but nahh..dun think i be going anymore..firstly i'm sick..can't share food with them..but joseph told me that eating steamboat will be better cos it's hot..dunnoe..secondly, it's cos my mood is abit down..hmm..i still can't get over what i read in someone's blog yesterday..it just hurts the way she described me and my friends...now i'm like starting to think what she say about me is right...dunnoe...i shouldn't hang out with too many guys?? i'm indecent?? blah...i dunnoe...=\
Eunice @ 12:13:00 AM
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Tuesday, September 16, 2003
received hippo's letter yesterday!!! wilson!!! i received ur manga drawing..so cute...but unfortunately i dun look half as cute as the girl in your drawing!! u rock man!! *huggies* hehehe!! thanks a lot!! skipped my economics lesson yesterday...damn...why won't i learn?? *sigh* i thought i promised myself not to skip anymore classes..*slaps herself* i welcome anyone to come forward and slap me in the face..haha..anyway..why did i skip lesson? hmm..let me think..oh..cos we all went out for lunch and we were all late and another reason was that we were all feeling so tired...so joseph went for his lesson cos he had no choice...if he skipped anymore lessons he will be debarred and probably send back to malaysia..iema,sam,jason,veron and i just sat at the bench smoking away and playing with the digicam on my mobile phone...around 2:30pm..joseph came running towards us..he escaped from his lesson...*slaps* went to settle some documents for his transfer of car thingy..was so shocked when i reach there hey...my god..there were like 40 over cars that had been crashed...ok i think i should make it clear..it's a place where if u crashed ur car badly...u send it in...they will buy it from you..but it's only about a range of prices from $0-$9000 the most...and they also sell the crashed car to people if they wan but they have to go and fixed the car themselves,looking at the cars..why would people want to buy it..it's so badly crashed like it's already beyond hope...some cars were burnt and they even put it on sale as well...i think it was a honda integra from my memory...its tyres were like melted? the car exterior was like burnt and what was left was only the shape and rust? the interior only had the metal part of the seats..why would people want to buy that? seriously,i reckoned i should have took some photos and let u guys see..it's just horrible...after leaving that place...i had this really uncomfortable feeling about driving on the roads, it's much more dangerous that i thought before...
joseph,sam,crystal and her little sister came over to my house after that...didn't do much..i just dunno why sam kept insisting on coming to my house...maybe he likes talking to my mum..last friday,i brought sam and joseph down to Auntie Cindy's house to cut their hair..after that they wanted to come to my house and dye their hair...asked my mum to help them dye...and so..my mum and them got along really well...but then again...my mum gets along with every of my friend...be it in singapore or in australia...ahh...my cute mummy..haha..=P...anyway..yeah joseph's hair turned out nice...but sam's hair seem to have no difference cos his hair was like so black..so i had to dyed his hair for him again..haha..i had fun washing their hair...*evil grin* anyway...william wanna come to my house this friday to dye his hair...cos he just love my mum's wonderful job in dying our hair....so yeah...it's another noisy day at my house again on friday..dum di dum...
there's no school today..the teachers are on strike...the teachers from government schools ain't teaching today...but teachers from private schools have to teach cos they can't complain about the pay they're getting...me? i got no chemistry lesson this morning..cos my teacher's supporting the union and is going for the strike..dunno about my maths lecturer...but u know..i'm not going to school today...dun care if there's lesson or not..=P...there's always strikes in australia hey...i remember a few weeks ago..the bus drivers were on strike...some people had been waiting at the bus-stops for hours and u dun see a single bus...and that went on for about two or three days...and then the police were on strike last week...i've only been studying here for about three and a half years and this is the second time the teachers are going on strike...this time asking for a pay rise of 30% over three years..read
this dum di dum...crystal just called and said she's coming over to my house later...okay then...anyway...i think i better go now...take a shower and eat my brunch..see ya guys around...oh yeah and my fake medical certificate worked!!! cheers to my wonderful job in faking it...byeeeeeeee
Eunice @ 8:26:00 PM
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Sunday, September 14, 2003
went to "The Church" last night....it was boring...the music was good..but there were so few people who went..joseph,sam,jason,veronica,iema & halim..just the 6 of us...danielle,nina & laura didn't turn up in the end..though they say they will definitely come..,neither did zhida cos his fren's car got broke in..he asked me to go for coffee instead but i said no..cos i told the rest i was going..and i thought nina and them would be there too..*sigh* didn't even had much fun dancing...the feeling's just so different without the girls and so little people..anyway,saw matthew while queueing up to go inside...let him cut queue in front of me..told him he owe me lunch..he say no problem..but only coffee...that stupid boy..talked to him for awhile..pretty cute..hehe..=P..haven't drank for quite some time already, two jim bean cola,1.5 vokda lemonade,and another half cup of veronica's drink got me quite high and tipsy..damn..wanted to drink more but i know i have to drive home...anyway..by the end of the clubbing session i knew i was high..i kept smiling at joseph and sam...haha..sam was so worried about me...he asked me to pls sober up...ahaha..he was so worried that he asked me if my car had any pen and paper...he asked me to write my home phone number and address and put in my car...in case anything happened...hehee..told him i am okay..i'm just high...not drunk...i can drive home...told him i will call him when i reach home...he say okie...i know i nearly fell asleep when i was driving..heehee...reached home called him and immediately fell asleep..=P..
woke up at 1pm...ate my brunch..took a bath and then went over to my auntie's house to help my cousin,claire with her japanese homework...well..i've stopped japanese for about one and a half years now..i remember it was cos of my schoolwork load..anyway,dunno if i taught her the right thing..haha..hope so..=P...will continue my japanese if i get into university next year..and i wanna learn sign language too!! and i might sign up to do some youth work as well (e.g helping kids with disabilities) and i wanna learn first aid..there's a lot to learn..but i reckoned it will make me feel better...it always makes me feel happy when i make someone happy...i can spend less time worrying and having negative thoughts as well...i reckoned first aid is quite important as well...=D..lala.~
went over to stephanie's house after that to do my fake medical certificate...well..i can explain..on last friday,i woke up late and didn't go for my chemistry class...they did a laboratory prac that day...usually we would do the prac on friday and then get to hand in the report on monday so i thought it was okie for me to skip class on friday cos i can simply get the results from my prac partner later...but i was wrong..the teacher didn't tell us it was a prac test...everyone didn't noe..so yeah..in order not to get zero..i have to show a medical certificate..i white-out my last medical certificate...and write it all again..including signing a different doctor's signature..haha..feel like a doctor man..anyway...hope god bless me and i dun get caught or else i be dead meat..=D...i promised i won't skip anymore classes..it's stressful thinking if it will work or does it look real or not..haha..=P..
i found an old irc friend on irc today!! adrian!!! i met him online when i was about 15 years old..=D...it's been two years since i last talk to him..nice to find old friends back...he still remembers me and even my sister..cool~ =DD..but he's still full of rubbish...heehee!! oh...my mum heard that SARS is back in singapore..*sigh* she said if SARS outbreak in singapore again..then she won't allow me to go back at the end of the year..damn it..now everyone..please pray hard for me..that SARS won't be back...one reason is that singapore had been through such a hard time when SARS outbroke that time..everyday the death toll rises,the lack of tourism had cause its economy to deteriote...etc etc...and another reason is that i can go back to singapore
finally...anyway..yeah...pray hard...okie i'm going to watch tv now...see ya.
Eunice @ 6:29:00 AM
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Thursday, September 11, 2003
Which of the following types of coffee would u order?
a) Cafe Latte b) Cappucino c) 3-in-1 Coffee
d) Decaf Coffee e) Flavoured Coffee
Answers:
a) Cafe Latte:
A stable love relationship is very important to u. If he or she is
Perfect in every way except he or she cannot make u feel secure
financially, u will not dare to fall in love with him or her. You do
not fall in love easily. In love, your mind and heart will guide u to
your ideal partner
b) Cappucino:
You have many friends. A romantic relationship is not a necessity for
you. You prefer friends over a lover any day. U enjoy open
relationships and cannot stand a sticky one that needs your constant
attention 24/7
c) 3-in-1 Coffee:
You fall in love easily because u cannot live without love. However u
lack patience in any romance. If he or she cannot give u a solid
commitment or he or she has feelings for another, u will give up and
move on to the next opportunity
d) Decaf Coffee:
U like to taste the flavour of coffee yet u are afraid of the harmful
effects of coffee. U feel the same about love. Thus u crave for a
sweet loving relationship yet u are afraid of making any commitments. U
feel that u need to get married
e) Flavoured Coffee:
U believed that u are different from others. U like to live your life
to the fullest and to enjoy every minute or occassion. Therefore, when
drinking coffee, u like to choose your own flavour. Regarding your
romantic side, u are full of surprises. U like to be spontaneous and
have fun with your partner
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hmmm..i'm a 3-in-1 coffee person...it's actually quite true hey...i do fall in love easily..be it online or offline..i love the feeling of being loved by someone,being cared for, and yes i do agree in the lack of patience part...hehe..cos i'm a person who will fully commit her feelings right from the start of the relationship..and if i feel that my partner lack a sense of commitment to me..i will feel very insecure..and insecurity will lead to many arguments.that's the problem with me..i constantly need reassurance from my partner,or else i would start having negative thoughts...if i found out that he has a little bit feelings for another girl..i would definitely think a lot..and start jumping to conclusions that leaving him would be better...since i'm not in his heart anymore...and then i will give up on the relationship..it's just the way i am..i dunno why..i would love to achieve what i wan...to grab hold to the guy i love so much and never let go..but dunno why...it's just me..maybe i'm over-sensitive and asking for too much reassurance would make my partner tired...better start to improve myself soon..okie i better go now...meet joseph and sam at the lawn..byeeeee
Eunice @ 7:07:00 PM
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=*= Happy 18th Birthday to Me =*=
wheeee...it's 11th September today..what's so exciting today? nono..it's not the fact that it's thursday and the weekend is just like another day away,it's eunice's 18th birthday!! hehe..i've finally reached the legal age of 18!! received many many birthday wishes and surprises..
first surprise was when the clock striked 12am.hehe..i was at iema's house studying for the economics test today..was studying away with sam when both of us heard noises outside the house..asked joseph to check it out..but he say it was nothing...den he kept asking me to accompany him outside to smoke my first cigarette as a 18 year old..he's mad..i was thinking "what the hell is wrong with him...need my company?" anyway..yeah after much persuasion i went with him...didn't get a chance to lit my cigarette when a group of people suddenly appeared out of nowhere..it was the girls!!! they came down to iema's house to surprise me..seriously,i was in shock hey..i did not expect them at all...the words "what's going on??" kept running through my head..all i know was everything seem so fast-paced last night..i was being pulled and pushed around taking photos..den cut the cute little cake and then more photos..from what sansan said...she took 70+ photos within an hour last night..it was cool and cute..thank girls~ now i'm not upset anymore if u guys can't make it on saturday..but still hope u guys can come..it will much more fun with u guys around..=D...
second surprise..from bryan!! hehehe..that stupid boy asked for my address..say he just wanted to send me a card...okie then...opened the door of my room this morning and found two boxes sitting on the floor..one from singapore and one coloured box..didn't expect it was bryan who sent a parcel from singapore..opened it up...saw the card...opened the present...it was sooooo cute...heehee..dunno where he got it from..but i think it's a thing that need solar energy..with solar energy..the toy inside will nod his head up and down...smelling the flower..it's so cute..the way it nods its head...thanks bryan!!~ *hugs* received a cup from my sis...that says "World's Best Sister" pretty cool huh? hehee..what else did i received? oh..yeah and the candles from the girls too!! heehee...some relaxation oil i can burn while i'm stressed studying..thank you..so thoughtful...hehe..u guys rocks!!!!
that's all my presents i received today..!~nothing beats opening the presents on ur birthday...full of anticipation..and so curious to see what's under those colourful wrapping paper..hehee..anyway..going out for dinner later with my family and then down to meet sam and joseph later..asked me out to go somewhere..celebrate lantern festival and my birthday? dunno..bet they're gonna go L.A Cue after that...oh yeah sam wanted to buy a packet of cigarettes today and i told him to let me buy it..the lady at the counter asked for my identification proof and this is the
first time i even took my driver's licence out to proof my age! the lady wished me happy birthday!! feels kinda good to be 18 hey! hehee..legal!! so yeah..thanks to the people who sms me and the people who left me a birthday wish on my icq...i shall name each and everyone of them out...to show my thank you!!!
They are:
bird,theresa,mingli,jason,zhenyi,linz,yvonne,kaimin,bryan,doris,siewteng,aileen,vic,the girls (steph,ivy,debbie,sheila,suey,sansan,ariel),iema,sam,weixiang,jiaming,melcolm,melissa,neesa. did i leave anyone's name out? sorrie if i did..but
THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!
Eunice @ 1:43:00 AM
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Monday, September 08, 2003
hiyeee....skipped my morning lesson again..calculus...why? cos my lesson was at like 1045..and i only woke up at around 9:50...and i was late so too bad...blahh..came online on icq and i was like "WAH..!" haha..i received 3 birthday cards on icq (melcolm,albert,jien) and a birthday wish from neesa...early birds..my birthday is like 2 days away..thanks guys!! and thanks to buddy jiaming birthday wish like 5 days ago..lol..thank you~~ hehehe...
well,unfortunately..dun think there will be any outing on saturday to church anymore...the girls can't make it.doris,sheila and debbie are sick...ariel's busy with her work...ivy dun think will be going..so out of 8 people...5 people can't make it,the rest won't be going if nobody is going..too bad i guess...joseph dunno if he will be going as well..cos he got a badminton match the next morning...and if joseph's not going...den jason won't be going..then sam won't be going..then eunice won't be going either cos no one is gonna be there...zhida is sick as well..so yeah...kinda pathetic dun ya think? but oh well...can't do anything either..guess i might just stay at home...dunnoe...depends on joseph and them answer today...joseph did mention about celebrating for me..but sam sounded reluctant last night..so i dunno man.....*sigh* feel kinda disappointed actually...i was so much looking forward for saturday as you guys can see in my last few entries..i was so mentally prepared and i even planned what to wear..and now it's just a feeling like i've dropped into a deep hole...but it's cool...that feeling probably is just temporary...i'll be fine...hope the girls get well soon...stupid virus...even my mum got it..
well,kinda feel left out recently as well...sam and them dun really like crystal..but since crystal got a car..weird enough,they have been asking her out almost everynight...saturday and sunday they all went over to sam's house..last night they all went to fast eddy's...blahh..am i being used in the past? now that dun need my car anymore..they dun need me either?....or am i being sensitive again? sam said "even if we ask u out..u will come out meh? so we dun ask u lor" i was like..."ok then"...they should have ask me in the first place right? how can they jump to conclusions,how would they know what was i thinking inside?..i was feeling down last night,i needed to chill,but nevermind...after returning ariel her L-plates..i went for a little drive around winthrop..*sigh* anyway,maybe it's my childish and immature thinking again...blah...i'm going to school now..see ya
Eunice @ 9:08:00 PM
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Saturday, September 06, 2003
blogger was down the whole day..finally get to post my entry,
yawnss..i'm sleepy again..came home at around 5:30am last night..didn't want to wake my parents up so i carefully opened the gate..to my house
but unfortunately something was wrong with the gate,couldn't turn the key at all..and it was freaking cold outside..got no choice but to call home and asked someone to open the door for me..it was my dad..he couldn't open the door from inside too..so i ended up going in through the back door..slept till like 2:30pm..woke up and found my vision blurry..was starting to think did i smoke too much? slept too late? in a dream? den i realise..i fell asleep without taking off my contact lenses..and it was dry..haa..good job eunice..took them out of cos..much better now...*smiles*
the barbecue was fine last night..about nine of us..sam,jason,joseph,william,iema,crystal and her sis may,veronica and me.as i said before..i seem to have a fetish for kids..haha..ended up playing with may..she's only 7 years old...the guys kept making fun of her..but it was funny..she kept laughing non-stop..and i will laugh when she laugh..anyway..william's from canning college as well but i dun talk to him at all..only till yesterday..new friend made! funny how i am making more friends when it's like 3 more weeks till the end of term..and next term is all just about exams.so yeah..william was alright..jovial like the rest which makes the whole bbq more fun. went to king's park after that..u noe those coloured lights they put on the ground so they would shine upwards to the trees? jason stand behind a white one..and put his face into the white light..was talking to joseph when i turned around and saw a white figure..bloody hell..scared the hell out of me..cos i'm terrified of ghosts though i never met one before..jason look like a potential ghost man..with the hair and all that...what the hell...wanted to take a pic but my digicam ran out of battery and something seem to be wrong with it..the flash doesn't work properly anymore.in the end..william decided to take the photo with his phone..damn i wan one of those phones! anyway...went to joseph's house after that cos he was waiting for a phonecall from his dad in malaysia...was waiting when i saw my classmate in my calculus class..jonathan..they are housemates..cool stuff.....anyway..joseph asked us to go to veron's house first...he will come later...made fun of jonathan while he was eating..again..it's the fire time i talk to him since i first came into the class at the beginning of this year..headed to veron's house after that for more mahjong!! hey, i actually won quite a few rounds! getting the hang of it already..cool~
sam drank a couple bottles of beer last night and was tipsy..it was funny looking at him drunk..he was like making funny noises like "whoooo wheee " and then took a toy and lift it up and down saying "bungee jump..jump jump..wooo" joseph crack up laughing as well..the next minute he fell asleep..and we resumed our mahjong..left veron's house at around 4:15am...joseph and i sent iema home first den sent jason home and get something then fetch him back to veron's house..cos he wanted to stay with sam at veron's house..but jason's up to something again..let's hope history dun repeat itself again..anyway after that..joseph asked if i wanted to go and drive around..i was okay about it since he's the one driving..so yeah we went outside church...cos he wanted to see if he will be able to see this japanese girl that he likes...but too bad..didn't get to see her...learnt from joseph about a lot of ways to avoid police cars when speeding..and how u can get a traffic light to turn green faster at night..and how u can speed on the freeway without police noticing you..haha..it was cool....we were at manning road...and he decided to speed..he was going at about 120km/h when it's supposed to be 70km/h....was speeding away when he suddenly saw a police car..he immediately slowed down...but the car was still following us but it was quite a distance away..decided to turn into curtin university and use the other way to get to his house..it was actually quite fun and exciting hey..hehehe.scary as well..i was quite panicky..=P..
hehe..so that was it..came home after that and sleeeeeeeeeeeppppppp =DDD i'm turning 18 in about 5 days time!! asked quite a lot of my friends to go clubbing on the 13th..which is next saturday..can't wait man!! asked zhida to go as well..but he asked if i can drive them there and back...i dunno about that man..cos i know the girls will definitely make me drink that night..*looks at steph* and if i'm drinking how can i drive? he suggested me driving them there and after that his friend will drive my car and me back to curtin and den i drive home..that's okay but i dunno his friend..and this is the first time i will be meeting zhida as well...do u think i can trust them? haha..=P maybe i ask sam or joseph to drive me and zhida and his friends there and then back lo..cos sam and joseph both stay very near to zhida...but then again..i be going with the girls..and then meeting joseph and them there after that inside church...zhida ask me dun worry about him..he will try to find transport or else not going....oh well..nevermind then...hope he can make it though...okie long blog entry again..lala..okok..mum just shout out my name..thought she was giddy again but no....she just found a big black hairy and long caterpillar on the plants in the backyard...haha..cute mother..i'm kinda used to the quarrels between my parents now..sigh..though sometimes it really bugs me when it gets damn loud..oh well.gotta go see ya...
Eunice @ 9:22:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 03, 2003
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and so the story goes on...interesting...disappointing....blah..what am i talking about? heehee..disappointing stuff happened last night..i used to think i can keep my friends forever...and i thought they would feel the same way too..but i think i gotta grow up and think more maturely...no matter how long the friendship had lasted...1 year,10 years,100 years...one day my friends might or might not..gradually move on to other group of friends...i used to get jealous whenever i see them so happy with other group of friends...felt useless how come they were never so happy with me but i finally understood..i can't keep them forever...and i need to grow up..my friends don't only belong to me...they belong to other people as well..and of course they have their own rights to choose whoever they wanna be with...i lost many friends after since i came to australia...but i never thought i would one day lose this particular group of friends as well...they just meant so much to me..been through the past few years with me..oh well...as zhenyi said..."in life u lose some and u gain some" it was disappointing last night..seems like there will be no impact to them if i am going back singapore end of the year or not..when i didn't go back last year..they told me gonna plan this and that the next time i go back..now i'm finally going back but seems like nothing's on..was kinda dejected when i know that almost everyone said dunno when they were asked about the chalet..*sigh* however..it's not all bad..i got E.LM.Y = Eunice.Linz.Mel.Yiii..and other people who are waiting for me to go back...mingli!!! *huggies* oh well..got a feeling this trip back will be a weird,awkward and disappointing one..*sigh*..
hmm..found out that sam and them are not really good friends with lawrence..haaa..lawrence is a back-stabber and two-headed snake...interesting..the whole group looked like the best of friends man..haa,so they are all on-the-surface good friends..cool...they are all such good actors..a waste hollywood didn't look for them..sounds fun..oooo..how did i find out? alrighty it all started after i left the library yesterday heading for my economics class,lawrence asked where is sam and jason..i told him that four of them played mahjong till like 330am and didn't came to school.he asked if veron went as well..i told him yeah...ok so that was it..until later when i was back from buying cigarettes for sam..den sam asked me what i told lawrence..it's then that i realised something is very wrong..haha..indeed indeed..veronica and lun have been together for more than 6 months now and nobody knew..veron stayed over at sam's house the past two nights cos they played mahjong..and so lawrence was pissed..and ask veron to behave herself..but the problem is he's not veron's boyfriend..lun is..and lun didn't even say anything.when veron say she wanted to move into sam's house cos sam got an extra room...lun was cool about it as well..cos then veron won't be living alone and has sam to look after her which is then much safer...so yeah..so lawrence always choose to lecture veron for nothing..i mean come on man...veron and the guys are just pure friends and lun trust veron totally so why the hell u lecture veron for? *d-u-h* anyway..so yeah and there were other stuff that happened...haha..interesting..it's great fun now looking at them all acting like they are good friends..haha...it's like a movie u know? they all look so fake..patting each other backs and all that...cool..
watched "Pay It Forward" with my sis yesterday..hey i reckoned it's a nice show..oh yes..that movie came out like a couple of years ago? i'm lagging..heeeheee! but it's nice..imagined if that idea actually works in reality now? i do a generous act to help three different people and those three people do other generous acts to help a further 3 people..which makes 9 and those 9 will do the same thing which that makes 27 and so on and on..this will definitely change the world into a better place hey..i should start doing good deeds..haha...whatever eunice..*grins*
barbecue on friday and then to veron's house for more mahjong after that...they played mahjong last night again..till like 3:30am..horrible...addicted is the word i should use..got back my chemistry test today...though i passed...i still think it's very badly done..i usually get like above 30 out of a total fo 40..but this time i only got 24.5 out of 40..told u guys my results are dropping..*sigh* of cos i'm pretty affected by it...couldn't smile..did some thorough thinking...i am starting to slack again...6 weeks to the mock exams..not much time to waste..but i dunno why i feel really lethargic recently..everyday..anyone has any clue why is that? melcolm's sick again..got caught under the rain..and that stupid fool threw away the medicine the doctor gave him cos he assumed that he's not sick...in the end..flu,fever,headache,sore throat all came and visit him when he woke up this morning and hasn't go away since...*sigh* that boy is like turning 19 this weekend man...still can't take good care of himself...*shakes her head* anyway..hope he gets well soon!! lalala~..
went for lunch with sam today..saw the two good looking guys!! they are twins..and they are superb!! figure is 10/10, hairstyle is another 10/10, height is 10/10 too!! BUT there is something weird about these two guys..one is more mascular. anyway..the first time i saw them two is at L.A. Cue, their actions are so gay..and the way the mascular one walks and touches his hair is just terrible..haha..he does it so slowly and gently and the way he walk..oh my god...haha..but they are both sexy...at first i thought they might be from thailand..but today when i hear them talk..they seemed like they are either from singapore or malaysia..cool...*drools* rocks!! didn't expect to see them again...dum di dummm...interesting...hahaa...
Eunice @ 2:27:00 AM
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Monday, September 01, 2003
so yeah everyone...i'm back once again to blog..i'm sitting in the library all alone now..sam,jason,joseph & veronica all didn't turn up in school today..wonder what time they end the mahjong session last night..it was iema's birthday yesterday...didn't give her anything...cos she say she wanted to celebrate our birthdays together next week...but what's a birthday without a cake at least? so suggested to the rest to buy cake and KFC over to her house to celebrate with her at night.so there were the six of us..eating until our mouths were so tired of chewing and chewing..we bought two mega feasts by the way.to be in detail,we had 24 pieces of chicken,2 large potato & gravy,2 large coleslaw,4 large packets of chips,2 large packets of nuggets and 2 large bottles of pepsi.that's really a lot..we were eating when i dunno how the topic of dieting came up..den veronica and sam were deciding to challenge each other to see who can last longer without eating any kind of poultry for two weeks..and whoever eats will have to pay the rest $10. sam asked me to join them..but joseph was like telling him i dun have to diet..cos if i go on diet then i won't look cute anymore.haha..was kinda surprised when he said that...anyway,i dunno what's the conclusion..i think sam kinda backed out..
learnt how to play mahjong last night from joseph and jason last night..pretty fun..i think joseph spent most of his time chasing the stray cat away for me..cos i was scared..yes i'm scared of anything..cats,dogs etc etc..try asking me to walk through the butterfly garden and i will surely cry in front of you..even butterflies scare me..yes.i'm hopeless..even joseph say so..he asked me what i'm not scared of...i say people? haha..he immediately gave me this "you are hopeless" look..anyway..yeahh!! i finally know how to play mahjong..a bit la..i need more practice.anyone wanna join me next time?..sent iema home at half past 12am and den went back to sam's house for more mahjong..it was getting late so i started off my journey home at around 1:30am...i'm so damn tired now..can't sleep well last night i think..
got back my calculus test yesterday..well done eunice!! u officially failed your first test of the year..haha..i got like 18/46...bad bad bad..badly done..what the hell am i doing..ok..let's all assume the test was a tough one..=D that's much more comforting for me..cool...so yeah..did my chemistry test yesterday..alright i guess,hope i dun fail a second test..okie then..time to go for my economics lesson!! see ya all~~ *muacks*
Eunice @ 10:12:00 PM
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