Thursday, October 30, 2003
ok...was meant to go to the library this afternoon to study with doris and steph..but doris had to go garbo and settle some stuff and her plumber was coming over..steph had to go to her mum's office to settle some stuff first...so the whole thing was cancelled..hmm..maybe study together tonight..woke up at around 9am, lie in bed for like another hour and then reluctantly force myself to roll down my bed..hurhur..made my vegetable soup breakfast..and accidentally cut my finger..(wonderful job eunice)...hmm..i'm sure my blood didn't drop into the soup..*looks at her fingers and the pot* nahh..dun think so..lolz..exercised while waiting for the soup to cook..hurhur..took almost an hour..imagine how much i sweat..then something cross my mind..what's the use of exercising when i'm gonna eventually gain back the weight when i eat kfc with doris/steph/both..haha...drank my soup and here i am..in front of the computer again..that's why i say i can't study at home..i can't resist the temptation of the computer..i just went to my school website to check my overall marks for school:
Calculus - 61.8% - C
Chemistry - 71.0% - B
Applicable Maths - 74.5% - B
Economics - 70.0% - B
should i be happy with these results??..this is a TER of 91.85..i got like 3 A's and 1 C last semester which is a TER of 95.4..damn it...but if i think positively..i could never got those results last year...and these B's are less than 5% away from an A so yeah...my calculus improved...oh my..i'm so happy...there's so many things i wanna do..i wanna buy new jeans i wanna cut my hair...i wanna dye my hair..before i go back to singapore..sheesh...new jeans...shud i go buy this saturday??..but but..exam starts on monday...how can i go shopping...???..*slaps herself*..cut my hair..can be done anytime..dye my hair can be done on the day i go back..haha..hmmm...focus on my studies first...*looks at her calculus book sitting on the table* ewwww...i'm so sick of maths..like for the first time in my life man..steph used to call me a "maths fan"...as in a fan of maths,my idol. dunno why i'm not really stressed about the TEE..i was so nervous last year...hmm..maybe cos i learn that i can't have a nervous breakdown before exams..or else i'm 101% sure that i will stuffed it up...anyway!!!!! i better get back to my books!! i can hear them calling for me..."come eunice...come to me...come...come come...." byeeee!! cheers!!
Eunice @ 8:55:00 PM
+♥♥♥+
Monday, October 27, 2003
got back my exam results today...oh yeah..i fucked it..F-U-C-K-E-D..it was badly done...i passed all my exams..but it was still shitty..hope it doesn't pull my overall down by too much..anyway...i was already quite pissed with my exam results..and then there were some other people in school that pissed me off further..and then when i came home...it sucks..my brother has this really really black face..just because my mum took his car out...and oh my god..and the other bitch..is just a B-I-T-C-H...no respect...so shitty..so what if u're a princess...i'm not gonna treat u as one..cos u treat my mum with no respect either..go on...cry all u want..BITCH..hahahha..okie i sound so harsh..help...i'm becoming violent..anyway..school was boring today..luckily it's my last day of school this term..*winks* oh yeah...sam and them said i lost weight again...how cool is that!! haha..wheeeeeee!!!...my TEE starts next week...shitty...
3rd November (Monday) - Calculus 2:00pm
5th November (Wednesday) - Applicable Maths 9:20am
6th November (Thursday) - English 9:20am
10th November (Monday) - Chemistry 9:20am
11th November (Tuesday) - Economics
and after that it shall be FREEDOM!!!!!!! and then back to singapore!!!!!!! yeahhhhhh!! can't wait...can't wait can't wait can't wait...oh oh..and about david..he really touched my heart that night...finally after two years...i'm a little touched by him...hehe..see how it goes..lalala...i'm back to studying now..have to wake up early tomorrow cos i gotta bring joseph go cut his hair at 1130am..(pulls a sad face at doris and steph) see ya later alligator!!.. and check out what we did for stephanie's belated birthday surprise
here at her blog..it's so cool! haha..aren't we sweet steph? lol..
Eunice @ 1:23:00 AM
+♥♥♥+
Sunday, October 05, 2003
*sigh* been crying a lot yesterday evening...something big happened...well..big to me but it might be just a minor thingy to others...i've been feeling really stressed up and fed up recently..and after what happened yesterday..i finally cried out..i could't stop crying..i cried in the shower, in my room...i was on the verge of breaking down...my eyes were so painful after crying...i sms my frenz but none of them replied..called them and nobody answer..i'm serious..realli nobody was there for me..feeling so lonely..i wanted to call u up steph..but i didn't cos i knew u were feeling a little down too...so i was in my room..trying to study when i can suddenly cry out again..i dunno why..i think i'm too fed up with myself..until 11+pm steph sms me and asked me what was i doing..and then invited me to cottlesloe beach with her..of cos i went along...so yeah..the scenery there was so pretty...with the moonlight shining down onto the sea waves..=)...smoked continuously last night..like a chimney..me and steph talked about heap of stuff last night...talked about where are all the nice food in singapore..our past..and also stupid and disgusting stuff like..disecting the sheep's eye in year 11 by poking it..and also her describing to me the disecting of a rat..disgusting..ewwwwww!!!anyway..it was the first time we saw the moon set yesterday night..haha..interesting...that stupid girl..kept insisting that the moon is at the same level as the building at a point of time when the moon was setting..she even say if u are living in that building..the moon will be just beside u..so cool huh steph!?! *duh* rubbish!! hahaha..what's worst was me looking into the street directory trying to figure out where did the moon set to when the directory already says "limit of maps"..i refuse to give up..hehe..nono..that's cos we were at the coastline of western australia right..and there were like something opposite us...but it was too dark can't really see anything...so again we were trying to figure out what is there..so i asked steph to pass me the map..she said it was an island..i said maybe singapore/malaysia and she said new zealand..*slaps steph* what the hell? -.-". *duh* oh it was also only then that we realise the sea right in front of us is the indian ocean..yes yes..we are "sua ku"s..and then it struck us that indian ocean can't be that small right? lols...so..what's the conclusion? we came up with nothing..couldn't figure out what is opposite..we decided to go one day in the afternoon so we can get a clearer view of it..steph can't stop saying how the moon looks so gross and ugly when it sets...hurhur..and we were making so much noise when the moon gradually disappears..haha..madness...so yeah..interesting night..thanks charbor for bringing me out last night..the sight of the waves has already made me feel better..and your spastic-ness made me feel even better..thanks also for sharing with me ur woes and ur thoughts..and for trusting me...*hugs* hehe..okie..looks like steph has finished her report..oh did i fail to mention that girl is just behind me now..we are in curtin computer lab..she claims she's in the toilet..i dunno what happen to her..maybe due to stress she's becoming stupid and crazy..haha..okok!! see ya! *waves byebye* i still have to search and see what is it opposite cottlesloe...NOOO I'M NOT GIVING UP!!!
Eunice @ 5:15:00 AM
+♥♥♥+
Saturday, October 04, 2003
soo..went to the function at church on thursday night..was quite boring actually...didn't had much fun cos..crystal was drunk..had to look after her..she kept walking around so i had to follow behind...the people who let us pass looked all so pissed..i had to go around saying "sorry sorry"...there was a striptease show that night as well..the chick chose a guy from the crowd..den she started stripping then taking off the guy's top and pants...leaving him only in his boxers..so yeah..she was completely naked alright..and she was like opening her leg here and there..showing off her private part..it was a turn on for the guys..but to me..it was disgusting..super duper disgusting..anyway...remember the two guys i mention about last time? saying they are hell good looking but they look gay? saw them there that night as well..cool man..he saw me too..*bleah* haha..shit...i still tap his shoulder and ask him to let me pass..haha..wheee..pretty cool..lala..so tall.anyway..i was on th dancefloor with sam and them when suddenly this chick and this guy came and stand beside us..and started pashing...den another guy came and hug her from behind..so she was in between two guys...den the guy behind slowly pull her away...turn her around and started pashing her as well..and..they were like kissing and touching for like half the song alright..i call it slutty..anyway..i had a bad day that day..friends? what kind of friends are they?? i ended up having to drive that night...crystal was drunk..she couldn't drive home...so i suggest to sam send all of us home first den send crystal home..den put crystal's car at his house..since they stay so near to each other...ask him to drive crystal's car to her house the next morning when crystal is more sober..den crystal can send him home after that..he say cannot crystal's parents are fierce..so he suggested to me..send me home take my car follow behind his car den send crystal and her car home..den bring him home and then go home myself..i told him..i can't cos i would definitely wake my parents up and they won't be happie me coming out again..definitely will scold me..den sam say crystal's parents are more fierce..i get scolded nvm..better then crystal getting scolded..i felt like telling him..she's the one getting drunk..who's in the wrong..why muz i get scolding from my parents when i didn't do anything wrong?..duh! but i didn't and i ended up doing it! what the hell...and what's worst...he collected money from me for petrol..i have never ever complain about my petrol to them before..neither have i collected petrol money from them before..though it's only a small amount of 2 bucks, still..what the hell man...anyway i am being used by them so much..and i have never did anything back to them...i'm reaching my limit soon...all they do is say how bad i am when i dun wanna go out...but when i go out..they sometimes dun even talk to me..or i just sit there and watch them play snooker..hello..i am human..and i'm not born for u to use or scold me?...it's my car..it's my life..i shouldn't be serving u as ur driver?..*blahhh*
mum's colleagues came over yesterday for dinner..they cooked nasi lemak..tested alright..but i was playing with this baby girl..not really a baby..she's turning 2 years old soon..she's so cuteeeee..and quiet and doesn't cry at all..i just love it when she laughs..i brought her to the cubby house in my backyard..she was playing there..didn't wanna come out..she is so damn cute man..she stands at the window of the cubby house..and will wave at me..den laugh and smile..so damn cute..and look what i found while i was playing with her...
this,
this, and
this, don't u reckon they are so cute?? mingli!! u remember those hello kitty thingy? where u put in on ur fingers? u went to buy it with me for my sister's birthday a few years back..at hougang mall! remember? it's so cute man..and those little miss and mr emotions are so cute too!! ahaha...and
this are the toys sam used to catch for me on the machine thingy...yup so many..nono i didn't ask him to catch it for me..he wanted to play with it..but he didn't want the toys so he gave it to me instead..yeah..they are all located at the side of my study table..i love the kooties man!! heheehe so cute too! alritey...
been in touch with my cousins recently..one from each pair of twins..haha..marlon..he's like 16 this year..taking his 'N' level soon..his other twin is call marshal..rocks..they have been close to me since young.....i see them grow so much throughout the years..taller and getting more and more good-looking...i dote on this pair of twins a lot..maybe due the duration i have been with them...we used to go to the playground/swimming/dinner..anywhere..they are all so matured now..sigh...time flies and i'm getting old..marlon said he wants to meet me up when i go back at the end of the year..bring me out here and there..cool stuff haha..me and my cousin out? it's been ages since we last did that..heehee..rocks! but he's still so playful..just make me wanna pinch him..hehe..the other cousin is norton..think he's 15 this year..the other twin of his is called gaston..this guy..getting more and more handsome too! big eyes..dark complexion..just that he's not tall....not as close to this pair of twins..but they used to come to me " eunice jiejie eunice jiejie.." here and there..ha..dun think they will call me that anymore..think it sounds childish to them..hurhur..but he's also growing up hey..think he kinda broke up with his gf not long ago..looking at his nick on msn..told him he can talk to me if he wants to..told him to cheer up as well..meeting him as well at the end of the year when i go back..hehe..rocks.! i love them all so much!! not forgetting my other friends who i will be meeting too!! it's onli one month plus away..wait for my return guys! *smooches* wow..long entry today...sorry...hehehe..see ya guys!!!
Eunice @ 2:42:00 AM
+♥♥♥+
